I like to fit myself into small spaces. I find a sense of comfort from limiting my surroundings. When I was in my first year of university there was a big cupboard in my room that I could fit in. I used to put my duvet in there and sit in it to read. It made me feel safe and relaxed. I don't really have anything like that now but I often find myself sat in the corner of my bedroom with my back against the corner of the walls. I don't know why but it seems to provide some of the same comfort.
My ex boyfriend started messaging me again and I messaged him back because I was worried about him. I know that he was in a pretty bad way after we broke up and I wanted to make sure that he was better now. It's been over 3 years and he still seems to feel exactly like he did when we broke up. I feel awful and I don't know how I'm ment to make it better, or even if it's my job to make him feel better. He openly tells me that its my fault, though he tries to blame himself. I guess I can only hope that by continuing to talk things through with him, he will be able to reach some sort of clarity/closure and move on.
