I thought it'd be different once I got here, that if I was away from my parents I wouldn't need to do this. I cut myself again today. I feel horrible and disgusting. I made a friend though, then got drunk enough that I told them everything. Also I went to the LGBT+ society, but I didn't really feel like I fitted in with them. I don't want to exist.
I nearly overdosed on Mirtazapine again, but I managed to talk myself out of it. I feel sick and I just want to sleep. How am I ever going to manage this? I'm sure they'll kick me out within a year. I can't even manage to do the first assignment and it's just some stupid referencing thing. Please someone help me.
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