So much for feeling better in a few days. My nan got diagnosed with cancer a few days ago and then last night she fell and ended up in hospital.
Today a man walked up to me in town and offered me £10 for a handjob. I started smoking again, meaning I only managed 4 days without. And I really want to hurt myself now that the cuts and bruises have stopped hurting. But I settled for just picking at the scabs on my hands,
I feel like giving up again. Why does everything always happen at once, like any one thing on its own is bad enough. I suppose I just have to hope for the best and keeping trying as best as I can.
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