A group of boys said I'm fit. I don't know if it was a joke or something, I've never got attention from boys before. It doesn't feel right. I feel like an idiot; I can't stop smiling. It almost makes up for finding out that I won't be able do do the charity mountain climb.
I got drunk in my room again last night. I know I wasn't planning on drinking much, and I hate the idea that I'm just doing all of this because of some doctor, but it just feels like everything's going wrong again. But I have a plan, if I'm going to drink this week then I'll make sure I'm with other people. At least that way I should feel a bit better.
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