A cereal bar and a tangerine are all I have eaten today. It feels good to have an empty stomach. It makes me feel in control. I have been revising all day and actually seem to be making progress. Feeling nervous about it, but that's normal isn't it? I need to do well tomorrow otherwise it will mess up all my plans. I need to get into uni, it's the only way I will ever manage to find myself a job that doesn't rely on being able to talk to people well. It's my only way to make myself employable. The only way people might be able to look at me and see value. The only way I will be able to look at myself and see value. I'd say 'wish me luck' but I need more than just luck.
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