I officially give up. Left a message for my psychiatrist to ring me because I'm going to need her if I make it through tonight.
I dissolved all my ibuprofen and aspirin in a water bottle hoping it'll increase the effects enough to end everything.
Smoked a lot, but obviously not enough. Almost fell asleep on the emergency exit stairs by the water. The water calms me but not enough obviously.
Somebody murder me it'd make this so much easier. Or you know the fucking psychiatrist could give me meds that actually work or that knock me out, either's good.
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